A New And Hopefully Better Week
This past week was a bit trying when it came to certain situations, but by the grace of God, things did take a positive turn in that situation. Anyone who read any of the posts from last week would know about what situation I would be referring to. As glad as I was that the situation did seem to be resolved, unfortunately, it did not bring complete satisfaction. Because of what happened last week, there’s always going to be that fear of it happening again whether I post, don’t post, repost, give shout outs, follow, log off, or log on. It made me afraid to do much of anything on that platform, and that is not freedom, no, that is a bondage. I also couldn’t help but feel like I was being looked down upon because of what had occurred even though it was not my fault. I had done nothing to merit what happened. It was something that occurred instantly and without warning at the moment that I tried to get into my account. It’s also unfortunate that some abandoned ship when that occurred, and needless to say, it was hurtful. Sometimes, people are so quick to judge a person or a situation and assume the worst when they don’t know the entire situation or story that’s behind it. The longer I live and the more I see, the more I realize that oftentimes, that’s a big mistake on our part. With all that being said, and with other things that have been coming up, I feel that it may be best if I just distance myself from the platform and that situation, at least for a little while. I feel that it’s for the best for my own emotional and mental well being. It is a bit of a shame, really because a part of me was happy and relieved that I had gotten my account back, but as I mentioned, there’s still that fear of it happening again no matter what I do. It makes me wonder whether it would happen again, even if I tried to come back to it months from now. As I stated, that’s not freedom. To live with a constant fear in the back of one’s mind is not freedom. With that, I plan to focus my attention elsewhere and on other things. As for the amazing people who are on the platform who did not abandon ship, they’re all wonderful. I’m thankful for them and I appreciate them very much. I hope that all is well with them and they have a wonderful week. There are some who will remain in my thoughts and prayers.
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